Is He A Demon, Fallen Angel Or A Spirit?

What is happening to me?

This first started 2 years ago. I was laying in bed one morning when I woke up and looked at my alarm, it said 8:30AM and I freaked out, because I was late to school. I tried to get up real fast, but when I did, I saw a black shadow in the shape of a man standing right where I was about to get up. I then was pushed down by a great force and I closed my eyes and couldn’t open them. The black shadow appeared again in my vision like thing (I don’t know I wasn’t asleep really) and I was there and out of nowhere the black shadow went away and a man (about 18 maybe?) was standing there. He was wearing Victorian styled clothing. He got on his knee and said, “I’ve been waiting for you my _____” I didn’t hear the last part.

I then opened my eyes and it was over and my alarm actually said 6:00AM so I got to sleep a little more. (After that I just have really weird dreams of this girl who looks EXACTLY like me in a Victorian dress, basically I see her life and how she lived and.. It’s unclear but how she died. I don’t know who, but someone killed her.) he occasionally shows himself while I lucid dream, or astral project as well. And also in my dreams, or in real life. Often touching me, whispering on my ear. He tells me he “loves me” or that I look like Amelia so much, but I’m much more spiritually powerful than she was.

The next time I astral projected was different. I was just about to leave my house when I heard my door open. I turned around and saw him walk through my door, and I couldn’t move… Even if I wanted to. He came closer to my actually body laying there and touched it and kissed my lips. Then he walked to me and said, “you’re mine.” And hugged and kissed me. Then he left and I went back into my body because I was terrified of what would happen if I stayed. Then he approached me in the real world and I heard him say, “Come with me, I’ll love you forever.” And Getting creeped out. I refused. He didn’t like that answer I guess and his true colors showed. He went away for awhile, fast forward 2 weeks for then, he came into my dream. Everything turned pitch black and I heard a familiar tune playing all the sudden. Then he appeared. (His name is Christopher by the way, sorry I didn’t mention it earlier!) he said, “you know that tune?” I shook my head yes and he said, “thought so.. Now. Come with me Emalee.” I refused. Then it got scary. Black wings appeared from him and said, “too bad.” He I forced myself to wake up.

After that I would get scratches, horrid bloody dreams, and he possessed my spiritual friend one time threatening to kill her, or being choked on my sleep forcing me to wake up. Then it all was too silent for a good month when another big thing happened. While astral projecting, I was thrown down by him and I couldn’t move. He held my down with pure force that felt so hard on my chest. I felt like I was going to die. He then said to me, “do you want this to happen to your family?” And flashing before me were images of my family dying. I said no and said “fine what do you want?” Then everything was silent and he was on top of me feeling me up. Kissing me, touching me.. I was scared and I couldn’t move. Then.. He had sex with me. Basically rape… It was shamefully pleasing, and felt good too good. Like a bolt going through my body.. It was shameful.. And it was really weird he just kept mumbling… It felt like forever. It probably was. I then woke up a little after he was done. He kissed me, and said “see you later.” Then I went back to my body and bolted up. My.. Area down there was throbbing. It felt weird as well…

Ever since then he has stuck around me. I can’t take it, and he doesn’t answer my questions. Please anyone. Help me. I have some questions:

1) What does Christopher want with me?

2) what IS Christopher? Is he a demon? Fallen angel? Spirit?

3) Why did he… Force himself on me? Just please help thanks in advance!

Asked by Emalee

3 Comments
  1. Hi Emalee,

    Never invite an entity to do whatever it wants to, regardless of the pictures it is putting into your mind. Has it continued to affect your spiritual friend? They should also follow the steps I will outline.

    Stop astral travelling right now. You seem to have given it power over you in the astral, so stay in your body from now on. You might have to stay there for years, but do it now.

    Go and learn the Michael Invocation (the link to it is at the bottom of this webpage). Say it for yourself now. Learn it so you know it by heart. Use it to clear your energy, and then your home, each day for the next week. Use it anytime you feel the entity is around you. Give it to your friend to do also.

    Learn the White Light Shields ..(you’ll also see that link). Use them, first around yourself and then around your home. Do it now and then renew it each night, to keep you safe from unwanted entities. Also give this to your friend.

    The entity’s name is not Christopher, but since it’s given you that name to call it, you can use it in the Michael Invocation to help clear it. You do not need any other name for it, and for your own safety don’t try and find out.

    To directly answer your questions –

    1) What it wants is your energy, your attention, your fear .. its all food to it (they are neither male or female – they only act that way in different circumstances). They thrive on destruction. It invented a story to get your sympathy, and when that didn’t work, it moved on to threaten your family.

    2) At the beginning of what you wrote I wondered if it was a ghost still trapped outside of heaven, that had shared a lifetime with you, who had just found you again in this incarnation, but given the wings .. it is probably a human-created entity, called a daemon (not demon) .. but don’t give it any power by believing it is anything else except a pain in the butt. They thrive on overpowering others. You sound like a strong character, so keep saying no.

    3) Why did it have sex with you? Sex produces the most powerful energy from which it can feed. You should not feel ashamed because of what happened. Whether your body enjoyed it or not, you were forced against your will. That is rape. No one should have to endure that, certainly not to satisfy the ego of some entity that has no right to touch humanity at all.

    Then, if you believe in churches, go and visit your minister and ask to be prayed over. That always helps.

    There are entities in the astral planes that are the enemy to humans. One has found you, but it does not have to remain there forever. Never give in.

    Love & Peace
    Ama

  2. Hi Ama,
    Would the invocation remove the entity that keeps bothering Emalee? You said it might be a “Daemon”…I remember reading AJ Ryders comments on those before but I never did find out how exactly you can remove them. Are the shields able to prevent Daemons from entering a place where the shields were put? Isn’t there a way to send a Daemon into “healing”? Or how can you get rid of a Daemon? Maybe even return it to the atoms it was created from? Why did it bother Emalee of all people?

    Hi Emalee,
    Emalee, stay strong! It will go away some day, maybe sooner than you think.

  3. Daemon are returned to atoms, Micle. They are created by the wishes and wants, the demanding misery, of the human ego .. but not by Emalee, but perhaps by the person called Christopher that it names itself after.

    I’ve already suggested the Michael Invocation, and the shields.

    You don’t sent a created entity into healing. Healing is for humans. Daemon are not human and never can be.

    And why Emalee, perhaps there was a past life connection between her and the Christopher person that attract the entity .. or perhaps she just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, and collected that nasty piece of work. It can happen to anyone, not just the most angry, or the most loving.

    Love & Peace
    Ama

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